Just a little about me.... I'm a mother of beautiful girls. I can't complain about my life but boy has it changed over the past 2 years. I decided this was the best way for me to vent on some days, share on others, give advice and recieve advice. I've lived a repeat life everyday is the same day. I can't say it was getting old but maybe I was begining to wonder who am I really. I'd just started a little journal here at the house to try and mentally figure out things about myself. When things around us change it makes us reflect. Well I wrote and wrote and I did start feeling better until I realized most of the stuff I was writing about are the sad depressing things I often think about. This made me stop writing. I'd made plans, there were things I wanted to do, small things to others but huge to me. I knew step by step I could possibly achieve each little goal I'd set. Silly things like drive on the interstate just for the heck of it. Yeah I don't do that. The thought makes me want to chew every finger nail on my 2 hands off. That's just one. I'll get to all the others later.

I wanted to make this blog for one I need a place for mom's, for me. I feel better after I write something down. It's like a release. Now finding the silent time to get my thoughts down will be the big question. I've spent this past month searching endlessly for a place to discuss Type 1 diabetes. See our youngest daughter, Keeli was diagnosed this past month. I knew nothing of Type 1. Everyone's only talked about type 2. Eat right and you'll get better. I only wish that was the treatment for Keeli but no such luck. I'd find message boards, join and then read just to find the last post was dated 2 years ago. Yikes!! Were do people talk about issues like this. I know there are a few places out there but for now this will be my place. I have a lot to say about life... The good and the bad. But I've come to realize when you love your family, no matter how bad things seem in the end it can all be good again. I have no idea what I'm doing with this blog but I'll learn something new every day. I will write each day and introduce my family one at a time and tell their story and mine. I'm excited to write and share with you my beautiful imperfect life...